secretservice112

i use to be the laughing stock of my school, I'm even bullied because because i was quite and  i didn't where many colors other than red and black.i use to cut myself because i thought i wasn't good enough for the world.and because i have problems at home with my step-dad being a alcoholic and my mom working from 3 a.m. to 6 p.m. you would imagination i didn't get a lot of attention. i was raped at the age of 4 by my older brother.there is some good in my life,i have a beautiful girlfriend,Elizabeth,and she is a good girl.i recently tryed to commit suicide   because i was tired of being bullied.i do hope my life gets better during the progres

my name is Chris i am three my eyes are swollen i cannot see I must be stupid I must be dumb or else ill still be getting hugz I get beat by mom and dad I never get more than 3 pieces of bread a day I wish I was dead that would be better than sufferimg on earth I walk up stairs and get the rope I hang it from the ceiling fan and jump

my name is Chris i am three my eyes are swollen i cannot see I must be stupid I must be dumb or else ill still be getting hugz I get beat by mom and dad I never get more than 3 pieces of bread a day I wish I was dead that would be better than sufferimg on earth I walk up stairs and get the rope I hang it from the ceiling fan and jump